Wednesday 15 October 2014

Sorry

Words I say don’t always come out right
and they always seem to start a fight

I know what I say can hurt you
and believe me I don’t mean to

the last thing I want to see is you sad                   because I can’t control myself when I get mad

I know all you want from me is my best
but right now I need time to rest

everything is happening so fast
how long will it all last

everything is falling apart
it’s ripping my heart

I have so much anger built up I have to get it out
and all I want to do is scream and shout

I take it out on you
even though I don’t mean to

I’m sorry for causing you more stress
I know even you need time to rest

Tuesday 14 October 2014

FOR THE FIRST TIME

The Long Distance

For the first time in my Life
Silence crept like Darkness
Hours felt like Weeks and seconds like Days
Music, movies and crowds had no meaning
Speed, Cars and Bikes found no place in me
Technology did not matter like before
Life did not feel lively anymore

For the first time in my Life
There arouse a feeling of being dead even when alive
Distance felt proportional to time
And Sleep was no where to be found
I was losing the silver lining up the sky
Life was not life anymore

But then,
For the first time in my Life
This Separation made a meaning to my life
Distance felt proportional to Love
The Silver lining grew sharper up the sky
Power of the bond we share built up
And that no barrier is ever to strong
Life felt as a challenge,
A Challenge I knew I have to fight
For things between you and me to get right!

For the first time in my Life
A Realization felt arousing

That for the beautiful life ahead of us
It's not about me or you, it's about us
It's not about just sharing the feeling of togetherness
Trust, Support, Understanding and True Love is what makes us so Special
A Specialty that very few like us are gifted!

For the first time in my Life
Prayers to God felt even Stronger and Powerful
For the Price of separation
God has gifted Guardian Angels to look upon us!
For the first time in my Life
I've fallen in Love
A Love so Special and Strong
That falling in love with someone else
Stands no chance in this life or the next!

For the first time in my Life
It feels like this is just the beginning
That this same time would not be the first time
But the next time I don't have to look for answers
Because for the first time in my Life
Life is worth living for, because
I know the person who loves me as I do
From the deepest of my heart ****** I love you